Hi, I am Mika (pronounced Meeka) and was formerly Mike. I am a PUSSY FREE white boy (PFwb). This blog explores my journey from ordinary guy to a new outlook on myself, my sexuality, and life. It does not advocate slavery or encourage making rash, life-changing decisions. The blog is for ADULTS; if you are under the legal age in your area PLEASE LEAVE NOW. I never used to think of myself as a beta or a pathetic white boy. But by the beginning of 2019, I wasn't so sure. Was conversion to BBC a real thing? If so, why does it happen, why me, and what would it ultimately lead me to do? I tried to work these issues out on my own (and yes, it was scary). Then Daddy found me and began to guide, teach, train, and ultimately claim me. Now, I am His and want to please Him even more. I'm hoping to become erection free—permanently limp—so I can serve Daddy, Cock, and Men more fully. Toward this end, Daddy finally caged me (something I honestly did not look forward to, but now am so happy He did). It has deepened my submission, heightened my desire to serve Daddy, COCK, and Men, and even changed my psyche: I feel much less masculine, FAR more female, and have an abiding sense of security and peace. I'm also happy to chat with anyone who might have insights about my journey or is confronting issues similar to those I've experienced. All images are from the Web; none are my own.
One thing that always gets me about this position is that when I'm on my back and holding my own legs up, I'm really conscious of what I'm doing and what it implies. It's not like being on my tummy with Him on my back just fucking away, or me being on all fours with my head buried in the pillow while he plows my pussy. In those cases part of my mind feels like I'm being "forced" to take it (even though I'm really not) because He's on top and is stronger, etc. But when I'm in this position and am holding my OWN legs wide, I can't engage in that kind of psychological pretense. I'm fully aware that I'm not being forced in the slightest and instead, am really inviting—even helping—Him to fuck me.
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One thing that always gets me about this position is that when I'm on my back and holding my own legs up, I'm really conscious of what I'm doing and what it implies. It's not like being on my tummy with Him on my back just fucking away, or me being on all fours with my head buried in the pillow while he plows my pussy. In those cases part of my mind feels like I'm being "forced" to take it (even though I'm really not) because He's on top and is stronger, etc. But when I'm in this position and am holding my OWN legs wide, I can't engage in that kind of psychological pretense. I'm fully aware that I'm not being forced in the slightest and instead, am really inviting—even helping—Him to fuck me.